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006: 10 Unsaid Thoughts

[to all different people].

  1. I hate the fact that you abandoned me and our friendship years ago now. Apart of me misses you. But apart of me knows that we’ll never be friends again. I hate you for how I let you in, and for how much you hurt me.
  2. I miss you. I miss you so much. I miss hearing your voice. I still ache.
  3. I was there for you when you were going through a breakup, the worst moment of your life, and when I was hurting the most you didn’t show, now you’re nowhere to be seen. Haven’t seen you in over a year. Are we are no longer friends? Because you’ve got a boyfriend now and you’re all happy. Thanks.
  4. I wish you would make up with him. I’m over this, I’m over tiptoeing over the fact that you guys haven’t seen each other in months and months and months.
  5. I’m waiting for the day that I’ll see you again. Puffing away on your cigarette, making me dinner, your chuckle.
  6. I can’t (don’t) even want to begin with you. I can’t, I don’t have the words. What has your life become? What do you mean to us anymore?
  7. I wish we didn’t fall out because of a working arrangement. I did nothing wrong, you had too much pride. Now everything’s different. Cryptic messages and invites to nothing.
  8. Why are you the first to look at all of my social media/snapchat posts, but you’re the most silent when it comes to supporting me? What have I done to you? Why do I feel guilty for some reason. I supported you. Why don’t you support me?
  9. I work hard, okay. I’m trying to be somebody, I’m trying to do something with my life. Please don’t hate me or ‘be jealous.’ You have the potential to be somebody. Anybody. You can do it too.
  10. My God I hope all of this hard work will be worth it.