Hello there! ^_^ Welcome back to Thursday Thoughts. Let’s get straight into it, shall we?
Without going into too much detail, or becoming sloppy or emotional, this week has been a cluster of really yucky feelings. I’m feeling overwhelmed professionally when I sit at my desk and I have to plan out the days/weeks/months to come, the finances involved and the list of things to do.
(Being productive/organised and diligent when it comes to meticulously planning out things helps though.)
I think what gets me feeling this way is that it’s all on me. Everything, from what bags I decide to buy for the book launch, to what the final, final product looks like. It’s such a crazy feeling, but it’s also something I love and something I decided specifically for this project.
Personally, I’ve been hurt these past couple of weeks, but this week in particular it really escalated. I don’t really want to go into too much detail, (it’s not deserved anyway), but I think it just goes to show that people change, people move in and out of your life and just when you think someone can’t hurt you, life decides to test you!
On another note though, work (T2) is amazing. I’m working a little bit more now, with wonderful people, and I’m so thankful that I get to go somewhere everyday and share cups of tea with amazing people. I’m also so lucky to have a true and dependable close knit of people in my life.
That’s whats important. That is what will mend all that negativity.
On a more positive note, I’ve managed to shed twelve kilos over the past couples of months. By simply cutting out carbs, sugar, processed foods and exercising as much as I can! I’m honestly super proud of myself, especially considering how hard it was in the beginning, and I’m going to strive harder for more results! I can’t explain how good I feel now, and how good it is to be active and moving and seeing the results. I’m going to move forward with this and try even harder to see myself stronger, healthier and even more happier than I am now!
I just received the final professional proofread version of The Cure, and it’s literally just under three months until the launch. Eeeep. Three. Months. I’m beginning to freak out, but then again, I also too have to relax. Self preserve and actually just take each day as it comes (in terms of life in general). I’ve got a plan, I’ve got a list and I can do this. I’ve got this.
Yep, I do.
But… not without you!
Thank you so much for reading my thoughts this week, and thank you for choosing to spend your time here, on my lil’ website!
- The Cure will be published in full on Monday the 15th of August.
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